day three - i have a job~

i woke up at 9:28 this morning, which was really weird because grandma wasx going to call at 9:30 to wake me up. but i was already up~ i had lucky charms for the first time since i left home. it wasn't as delicious for some reason.
:<
but w/e
i got ready and shit and learned something very very strange.
old people take FOREVER to get ready in the morning.
my grandpa took longer than me! and i had to put my weave on and my contacts and my makeup!!
he said "the older you get the longer it takes for you to get ready in the morning LOL"
my grandpa is sooooo cool, i'll tell you more about that later.

for whatever reason more of my pix aren't uplading. this is pissing me off. wtf
i have to re-take pix, damnit!
uhhhhhg w/e
h8
i'm really angry now

okay, so i went to The Coffee Tree, which is next to my grandparents office. they are both lawyers, btw. and went in for my "interview".
i say "interview" because she didn't ask me anything. just said "k don't steal, you're hired. start tomorrow" not literally, she said other things, but that's the jist of it.
i looked really cute today but the pix of me isn't uploading and i don't look cute anymore because i was running around after dogs for four hours.
x3
how Lotte of me

after i got the job i went out to the kennel and learned what i was going to be doing, mainly i am going to be walking dogs. they have one dog that is new that is very shy. she didn't have a name so i gave her one, her name is Shylo. idk if they spelled it that way but i did~ she doesn't like me. she growled at me. what a little fucker.


then i walked a very-very special puppy that i am trying to adopt right now, her name is Lucky but i will rename her. i'm not sure what, yet. what do you think?

[i forgot to set it on outdoor so these pictures are bad, same with Shylo's]



she's a palmaranian[sp?] mix, her fur will grow back. but for now she look a little funny.
hahaha


this dog liked me so much, she was super quiet and well behaved on the lease. but she didn't even want to be outside, she just laid down next to me and waited until i took her back in. why would they want to be in those cages?


i felt so bad for this dog, they had to clipper her so close to the skin that she has little cuts all over her. she has a weird bump on her back, too. it looks kind of like a wart or a zit. but it's bright pink. i feel sooooo bad for her. she'll be beautiful when she is all healed.
i feel bad for shelter dogs in general, they look so trashy because they're not that clean and they were abandoned. who would do that to a dog?! terrible people, that's who.

walking the bigger dogs was hard, i am rather weak. but also strong! not one of them knocked me down or could pull me in a direction. but i didn't have the strength to hold them AND the camera. sorry.
; ~~ ;

right as i was leaving the brought in this giant cat cage. idk what else to call it. a carrier to carry cats in, you know? but huge!
inside was a...

DEAR
bahahahahaha
a baby dear.
it was following some people so they had to catch it. they're releasing it into the wild tomorrow so it can't follow people around anymore.
:3

isn't she cute?

i want a baby dear.
maybe i should ask mom for one of those instead~

today is pretty much over, i'll go to bed at like 7 because i am sooooo tired.

i smell like dog, mmm, i love the smell of dog.


EDIT
oml i just realized i left out what i was going to say about my grandpa

idr how we got on this subject but he told me i was spoiled, which i am, anything i say i want my mom gets for me. including a snake, she hates snakes. but she wont get me a doggie, wtf! anyway, i was like .____. when he said that but then he was like "you're nice to be around, though. you don't act spoiled at all." i do get w/e i want, i just don't expect to. i am thankful for all that i have, but could live without it.
i just think, if i can get, why not? it doesn't make me a bad person to have lots of nice things.
it makes me a happy person~
i could be happy without nice things, too.
as long as i had a dog.
>X

MOM I KNOW YOU READ THIS
<3333

hey guys, just to let you all know~

i am really bad at spelling, and i confuse words a lot.
my friend Ando told me i used the wrong word. and i know i mispelled a lot.
please don't comment on it, as long as most people can understand i wont be changing my ways.
sorrrrrry~
<333

day 2 - crushed hopes

second day, i didn't wake up until 2pm. i kept having dreams of Aoi, so it was a really pleasent sleep. <33
i haven't had breakfast, still. just a granola bar and a glass of juice. i went grocery shopping and got a bunch of stuff. i guess i'm making dinner. since i'm going to school to learn to BAKE. grandma said i should make dinner though, so w/e. i'm making sloppy joes, yup. kind of boring. again w/e, delicious.

at the gocery store they write a number on your recite and then you go get your car without taking your groceries and then you drive up and tell them your number and they bring it to your car! so cool!
i got shasta cola, which is the gangster cola says Aoi. so i got some to see. ahahah, i am so funny!
i will mail the empty cans to Aoi i plan. just to be even more funny.
don't be jealous that you're not BFFs like us.
^OO^

i got my car today,

it's really hot inside. but if you just crack a window it's fine. i don't think i'll drive with the top down ever. can't mess up my weave, no can i?
C:
i went to Hope ranch, and the humane society, too.





i really like the look of the place, i've ridden here before. you couldn't get the horses to go fast with a shotgun, though. they're all really chill. which is good, crazy horses+kids with disabilties just doesn't seem like a good mix to me. LOL
; w ;

this horse had flies all over her face, i kept clearing them off for her. <33
i wish i could have stayed forever~
except the flies killed me too.

these are the other horses in the pen it was in. just chowing down~

and again. O w O


this horse came right up to me, i think he's the daddy. because he was the only one with a penis.

it had massive battle scars on it's ass. poor daddy.


and these are the two babies, so cute. i think the white one might be blind. since it's eyes looked totally white. how adorable of it~

this guy is not yet broken, so he's alone in his pen. they're gonna break him good~
my grandpa wants a new horse, grandma wont let him because she's afraid he'd try to break the horse himself. HAHAH
my grandpa has only one lung, so he has to take it really easy.
he said he's break it indian style, so that'd be okay.
[indian style means you take the horse really slowly, kill it with kindness rather than disaplin]


this is just me at Hope,
i'm going to have a tan when i get back.
Dx
oh well, i'm moving to Orange County next. so i'm going to get tan.
uhgggg
:ccc

i'm not going to be working at Hope, they're closed for winter. even though it's like 70+ outside still. crazy South Dakota. an inch of snow and they freak out i bet. silly cowbows.

no pix of the humane society, yet.
it smells really badly there. i'm going to spend 24/7 playing with the dogs.
<33
i'll take pix like tomorrow, i guess. i start working there tomorrow.
c:
they want me in at 8am, not a chance. ahahahaha, i can't wake up that early and still be awake at 9pm. i need my beauty sleep~
i have to fill out these fourms, though.


let's see, what else~
i have my interview tomorrow. at 10:30am, maybe.
so i'll wake up at 9:30am.
and get ready and stuff.
so i'm curling my weave tonight. maybe i'll make a tutorial on how to curl hair the way i do it. i do it different than i've ever seen. but it's really so easy i to do i don't see why you need a tutorial. i think ugly people are just so lazy that they say it's hard when it's really not at all.
they're stupid, IMO.
hahahahah

i'll update again later today with pix of the food i make most likely~
i'm making cooking for the fair later, too. not today. lots later.
for my grandma's democratic booth. mmhmm

Grandpa John talked to the guy at the Hope ranch, he said such nice things about me. he also said he'd make a lawyer out of me, damn him! i am a baker~
>X
but hahahaha it was funny. they talked a long time while i took pix and looked at the horses. i love horses, you know? they're selling them for like 5$. damn so cheap! South Dakota is so weird.
x3

TO ALL MY WEBCAM FRIENDS
Grandpa heard me on the webcam, they asked me what i was doing. ahahah, they hav no idea what a "webcam" is. so i'll have to talk quieter from now on. shhhhh~
<33

PS
sorry about the small font, i will post larger from now on.
i have tried editing the other post over and over but it's not working.
maybe later i'll delete it and just re-post it.
but i'd have to delete+repost this one too.
>X
we'll see
<33

UPDATE
okay, so i took pix of the dinner i made. but they didn't upload.
i just made sloppy joes so w/e
anyway, my interview is tomorrow~
i am so excited~
i have no idea where it is, but w/e i'll find it!

day 1 - a lot happens, and time goes by so fast.

today, i woke up at 10am to get ready to leave. i had a lot to do. i started with a bowl of cereal, like always~ i finished the box. i felt like it was a sign. that i was really supposed to leave. because there was no more lucky charm is my house. so, clearly, i had to go. i had to do this, my adventure.

the first thing i did was get put in my contacts/weave/makeup/etc. i still have no idea how much i weigh, i will cry if i get on the scale and weigh more than 115 when i get home. hopefully i will be 102 <33

my brother had a friend over today, they were watching Spongebob and wanted "jelly burgers" so my mom and i decided to go to BK, and on the way stop at Petsmart. i bought two mice recently, but i have to return them because the person who said they would care for them is ignoring me. i'm really angry at her, i don't want to even talk to her. i hope you read this you bitch! hahahaha
anyway, back to the sadness. we stopped at Petsmart and returned them to their friends, i kissed them goodbye and shed a tear. but not really. i most likely will later when i realize they are really gone.
; ~ ;
here is my tribute to Oreo and Truffle, kind of. they're not dead. but i will miss them dearly.
; ~~~~~~~ ;

Oreo

[my picture of Truffle wont load, i'll fix this later.]
Truffle
not dead, but no longer alive in my world.
; ~~~ ;
:<

so i spilt super glue all over myself, i was bdazzling my DS[see later] and the glue fell over in my lap. calling onto my iPod, and the chair under me. which seeped to my pants, through them to my panties, and through that to my butt. and my butt now hurts from crusty glue being on it. it's so awful.
Dx

it still works though.
my panties are ruined, though,
but you can't tell on my pants.
a'cause idk why.
it got on my plane ticket, too.

but it didn't cover any important part.
thank goodness

but it feels really hot when you get a lot on you.
and it hurts a lot to pull super glued cloth off your bum.
i don't sugest trying it, i almost cried in the airplanes bathroom. LOL@ME
wtf.


i took a pix of me in the plane, i look so mad.
i hate flying!
>X

i found my gate for my second flight, i am rather proud of myself.
my mom is proud of me, too. which makes me feel better. she's glad i came on this trip.

when we were landing i saw the Mall of America from the plane, and i was like "i should have asked to stay in Miniappolis for a little bit. i could have gone shopping ; ~ ;" w/e i don't have money anyway.
Dx

it's 2:23, my flight is at 3:10. boards in like 20 minutes.
bored bored bored, what to do now.
i think i'll play cooking mama.
on my stupidly bedazzled DS.

lolololol i love it.
but there is one gem missing that i can't fix until ma ma mails me my bdazzling shit!

>X
[there's like a lot missing now. UHG]

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i'm at my grandma and grandpa's house, now.
i was supposed to sit next to this dyke looking army girl, but she switched seats.
whshe was kind of fat so i didn't want her to sit next to me and then she didn't~ i was so happy~
^OO^
i almost fell asleep on the plane. i must be getting tired.


we stopped at my aunt and uncles house on the way back to grandma and grandpas.
she is really pregnant, their first child together. but she has two other children.
this is my first blood related cousin on my mom's side~ so exciting~

they have two dogs, but i didn't get to play with them.
and their house is BEAUTIFUL. like better than my Ada house. oml lucky.
i'm seeing them again next sunday, i believe.
along with my two cousins.
going to a town called "Badger"
c:

we stopped at Perinsins to eat, my grandpa made a comment on some womans boob job.
said they belonged in the Macy's parade.
ahahahah
i like talking to my grandpa, he is a neat old man.
ccc:

the first thing i did when i got to their house was check out their MacTop,
it's beautiful.
O w O
but no internet on it, yet.
; ~ ;
no wireless internet, either. so i'm alone~
idk why i'm even writing this, no one will see it since no internet!!

anyway, after that Grandpa showed me some of his guns. he's going to teach me to shoot.
he used to be a really sharp shooter.
so cool.

tomorrow i'm getting my car, the white convertable~ and going to learn about where shit is. and going grocery shopping. hopefully i can find the shampoo i use here. it's such a small town i might have to use gross shampoo for a month. w/e i miss the internet already. i am so bored without it. ugh h8 i need to be able to talk to Aoi and Doll easier!
>X

i think today is over for me. not bed time, but nothing else will happen.
oh, this is my room for a month.
so cute, yes?


LOL it's so tiny!
i stood in the doorway/corner to take them. muahahahaha
idk i like it.
[my laptop isn't actyally out there anymore, i had to hook up to the desk in the living room. so it's out there now. :3 and i have internet~ i am so happy~ so happy~]

grandma said she can help me study no problem, but we're worried about our math abilities.
x:
Henry can help if need be.
so much happened today, i hope everyday is this not boring.
-changes into PJs-
k night
[jk i'm going online a bunch now~]


PS
both my grandma and grandpa go "hm" a lot. not like they're thinking, just a noise they make. grandpa does it more.

UPDATE BECAUSE IT IS STILL TODAY
there is no food in this house. like seriously, nothing i would eat is here. not even skim milk. i can't want to go out tomorrow and get groceries. maybe this is a sign too. that i'm not supposed to eat yet! because i need to lose some weight. yes, that must be it. i've been webcamming like all night, but i'm still really board.
i played more Cooking Mama but i kept making stupid mistakes and not getting 100% so i got angry so fast.
>X
i think i am heading to bed soon.
or to read some Interview with a Vampire.
i love that story.

oops~

i am disgusted by my secrets being on the web, so i'm starting over.
this is not a blog of my day to day live of living in South Dakota,
every day should be rather interesting~
c:

it better be.
>X